The Fear In Me
Meaning of the Painting: In a world where confidence is key, I am plagued with fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of rejection cast a paralyzing veil over my existence. An incessant battle rages within, unyielding and relentless. It looks like a specter, trailing my every step, eclipsing the essence of my endeavors. Relationships, friendships, education, and more become a labyrinth of indecision. Strength and weakness entwine, ensnaring me in a web of confusion, leaving me adrift in the vast expanse, yearning for solace and companionship, feeling utterly lost and alone, consumed by the fear in me.
Within the intricate tapestry of life, an unyielding presence resonates, a force unseen that tugs at the depths of my soul. In moments of doubt and hesitation, it whispers its haunting words, its echoes permeating every fiber of my being, reminding me of the risks and uncertainties that accompany each step. Yet, amidst this delicate dance of shadows, I discover an indomitable strength. Deep within the core of my being, a flickering flame persists, fueled by a resilience that refuses to surrender. I embrace the challenges that cross my path, for it is through their crucible that I am reborn. With each hurdle overcome, I uncover a profound truth-the true obstacle lies not in the external world, but in conquering the fear in me.
Trust, entrust it all lust, but everyone says we should give it and is a must. As I gaze upon those who exude unwavering composure, effortlessly traversing the trials that cross their path, I remain mindful that within every individual lies their own set of fears and personal struggles. It is a matter of choice, how they opt to confront and conquer them. With a deep breath, I summon the courage to once again confront my fears. I strive to push through their paralyzing grip, facing them head-on. Yet, there are moments when these fears engulf me entirely, leaving me immobilized, unable to forge ahead. This vicious cycle ensnares me, a labyrinth from which I yearn to break free, entangled by the fear in me.
Size of the painting: 27.50 In by 19.58 In
Material used: Charcoal and Graphite
Artist Bio
Mad The Artist
Amadu Alhaji Jalloh aka Mad, born and raised in Sierra Leone, West Africa, into a family of 8. Is a distinguished hyperrealism artist, embarked on his artistic journey from an early age, expressing his creative prowess since his kindergarten days. Born with an innate passion for art, Jalloh cultivated his talent through years of dedication, honing his skills, and exploring various mediums. Throughout his formative years, Jalloh displayed an insatiable curiosity for colors, graphite, shapes, and textures, immersing himself in the world of artistic creation. His boundless imagination and keen observation of the world around him served as the foundation for his artistic expression
As he progressed through different stages of education, Jalloh’s (Mad) commitment to his craft remained unwavering. He sought inspiration from diverse sources, delving into the works of renowned artists, experimenting with techniques, and pushing the boundaries of his creativity.
With each stroke of his brush of materials, Jalloh weaves narratives that resonate with audiences, evoking emotions and sparking conversations. His pieces often portray a deep introspection, exploring themes of identity, societal issues, and the human experience.
As Amadu Alhaji Jalloh continues his artistic journey, his unwavering dedication and commitment to pushing the boundaries of hyperrealism art serve as a testament to his enduring legacy in the art world. His artworks stand as a testament to the power of imagination and the transformative potential of artistic expression, leaving an indelible mark on the paper of the art world.
